
Originally Posted by
Rambo
First of all, those were Release Candidates. RC3 should be the last of them. Then I move on to another map, like Silent Cartographer, which we need for a movie we're going to film anyway.
This isn't about how much more help I need. If I am going to design levels I'm always going to require help. My eyes are so bad that I cannot see the little details unmagnified to model, and even so, it's still impossible. I already tried.
Let me put it to you in terms you should understand. My left eye is 100% blind and my right has 20/400 vision WITH glasses. That means what a normal person sees at 400 feet I am forced to see at 20, not to mention the fact I have no peripheral vision in that eye.
It's like looking down a tunnel, or the site a camera has. It just plain sucks. Eye surgery? been there, done that. There's nothing that my family and I are aware of that can be done at this point that would yield any decent results.
This is why I'm always asking for help with visual stuff. That or I could just flat out leave. But why should I give up on something I enjoy, which is making maps? Why give up because of a mere disability? That would be like telling a handicapped person, "hey! You can't move in here because we don't accomodate wheelchairs!" That's plain bull. They have just as much of a right to enjoy life and doing things as I do.
I'm not knocking what you said. I'm just explaining myself.
I do sound. That's my forte in life. I'm actually studying to be a professional sound engineer... You know, the kind that works in recording studios mixing for bands. My work is pretty decent, in my opinion. Then again, people like Cellist would say that the music loops in his map are seamless. That's because they are.
You see? What you all do with your eyes I do with my eas in the art of sound. Instead of fighting and demanding that I do it all myself, why not work together to make things happen? I could do sound jobs for you while you help me with my needs.
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