Love

[n00b1n8R]

baaaw

Is this over that last chick or somebody new?
I've only just fallen in love for the first time around 2 months back. It's an amazing feeling being with her, at time maddeningly so. I go stupid, I go goofy, I go passionate, so does she.

I was going to quote Boba to bring me to my next point but somebody deleted his post right as i pressed the quote button so I'll just paraphrase his message:

You don't need love to live.

Truefact, I almost went 17 years without it.
BUT
It's shit, it's boring and you get all the moments of "i'm so ronery ". Being with my girl is always the highpoint of my day, wheather it's a few minutes at lunch or a few hours alone somewhere. It does however, start to affect you. You miss them randomly and for no apparent reason, you hate it when you have to leave them and it makes it hard to concentrate when they're not there (and even moreso when they are).

If you've never known love, you don't know what you're missing so it doens't bother you. Once you do though, it's inside you and you just can't forget it. Quite honestly, I don't want to.

Best and worst thing to happen to me, ever. I feel like I've gone female.

E: incase it made it a little confusing in that second part, we're most defiantly still together. I'm just not looking forward to the inevitable crash.