I didn't want to put it in a title, but yeah, I'm totally FUCKED.
About a month ago, I wiped out on my snowboard on a nice hard patch of ice and suffered a mild concussion. A couple of weeks after that, I had a physics exam. On the day of the exam, I got up, went to a couple of classes, came back, worked on my mods for a bit, programmed a bit, worked on a logo for a bit, and then went to sleep. It never once occurred to me that I had a fucking EXAM IN PHYSICS that day, even though I had been studying for it since 3 days prior. As a result, I have failed physics and am signed up to retake it next semester. FUCK!
Yesterday I had an exam in Creative Tech (a bullshit humanities requirement, but by far the easiest class on campus). On the day of the exam, I woke up, programmed a bit, signed a lease for my apartment next semester, ran some errands, repeatedly walked back and forth in front of the room where I take the class, on which reminders for the exam were posted, and then I spent the afternoon having some fun with some fanfic. It never once occurred to me that I was about to lose 15% of the fucking credit in the easiest class ever. This morning my friend informed me that the exam only took him 15 minutes to finish. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST ON A PONY, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
I swear, there must be something wrong with my brain, because how else do you explain the fact that throughout both exams I had no fucking clue what was going on, even though the day before I was thinking about nothing else? Anyway, I'm gonna play the "I've got an untreated concussion on top of a certifiably idiotic and memory disabled personality" card and hope that bails me out.
But I already know it won't work, and I'm going to get a C in a class where I really ought to be getting an EASY A, and my gpa is going to drop further, and my parents will cut me off, and I will be a certifiable college drop out. And I'm already under contract to pay $7000 to live near campus next year. Fuck me.
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